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Woke up this morning at about 7:30. I slept on my couch again.
I woke up depressed as usual. Waking up is hard for me especially since my first waking thought is "I suck." And that is an understatement compared to what depressing thoughts actually run through my mind upon waking.
I battled withmyself over eating breakfast. I debated whether or not it was worth it. Whether I was worth it. But not eating breakfast sets such a poor example to my Daughters. Eating breakfast should not be a to do or not to do question. It should just happen without thought.
My throught is too sore to purge anymore. Which is the worst part about eating these last 2 days. I can't get anything back up. Therefore, I am even angrier at myself when I eat.
Dear Eating disorder and all the other stuff that travels with you (depression, anxiety, self loathing), you are not very nice :(.
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