PrettyThin

So....wow I haven't been on here since last year XD
Okay, so it's been a long month-ish, so here's a long-ish post.
First of all, my best friend came home for winter break...She found out about my ED and things went to shit pretty quick. She made me eat, and guilt tripped me about it every time I tried to tell her that I didn't want to eat.. Throughout the three weeks that she was here though, I managed to maintain the same weight without gaining or losing any. Maintainedd 145 blahhh. I hate that number. Anyways, to the happy parts?
New years was pretty much amazing. I got to spend it with the guy that I like.. (: But I also told my best friend that I wanted her..like in a sexual way. So I dunno. Are drunk words really sober thoughts? I mean..I've always found her attractive, and I find other girls attractive..But I dunno. I kissed 3 girls that night. And not just kisses...like make outs. But I had sex with a guy...? Thoughts?

And lastly, I got a new tattoo! 
It says "Love Yourself" for some obvious reasons. First, to love myself and my body. To try and treat my body bette this year. 
Secondly, because I deal with depression, another reminder to myself not to cut, burn, or starve..Or at least to do it less.
Lastly...to remind other people to love themselves.