PrettyThin

Living in residence is killer when trying to live/eat the way I want to. Mostly because of the friends knocking on my door so often asking me to go get breakfast/lunch/dinner with them. With this, i'm stuck between wanting to eat healthy and not eating at all.. but I then feel incredibly guilty for eating the salad, or the whole piece of chicken. It's almost impossible for me to calorie count here too. I spent 3 days this week eating only what little one meal a day I could, and now it's impossible to hide that I don't want to eat. Excerise too.. i'm already getting comments on the fact that I go to the gym everyday.  This route is perfect for becoming healthy.. despite that fact that it makes me want to purge, and with a single room and a garbage can, it's easy sometimes. The guilt is driving me crazy. 

Anyone with the same issue, or with tips?