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Im Anorexic + bulimic, i switch from one to the other.. i have school tomorrow but my parents have work early.. they leave about 7 in the morning, i leave around this time too but im going to wait around before there gone and when there gone im going to have a MASSIVE bingee!! In a way cant wait since i have been resticting myself recently.. i normaly can get it all up and i drop a few pounds getting it all up & always end up weighing less before i even binged.. if that makes sence?
i have for my binge..
1. cheese & bean melt
2. Massive bowl of cerials with low fat yogart
3. 2 packs of skittles crazy cores..(My Fav!!)
4. chips & chicken
5. bread & butter
6. Big bowl of ice-cream (mint&white'choco)
and this will all be early in the morningg.. ino its disgusing but im just dying for fatty foood!!
i used to be 105lb but now im around 130ish.. i realy want to get down to 95lb.. need help getting theree, anyone can give me goood advice
also i have to do it when my family isnt in because they no when i eat loads im going to be sick so they watch me like all the the time so i have to restrict untill ino there going out one day then i can go mad.. ino people feel bad after binging and purging but when i do thaat i usaly lose weight.. anyone else lose weight aswell?
also it wont loook surspitous since i told my mum im taking it in to school for lunch
.. The Perfect plain!! hope it all goes well!!! <3 and hope everyones ok and beeing happy and losing that horrible fat!!
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