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Posted by LoveWill on January 25, 2012 at 4:45 PM

I was so proud this last week that i lost 6 lbs that i decided to take pictures of my progress as i go. I took a couple of photos and starting crying. I was so proud of my weight loss and thought i looked better, but when i took the pictures all i saw was a big fatty fat cow. As of now, im 129lbs. My smallest weight was 110, but i remember when i was that weight i saw the same thing in the mirror that i saw when i was 170lbs....so im curious

does it ever stop?

do you ever feel thin?

what if i reach my goal and im unhappy with how i look?

Im definitely not ever going to give up on my quest for self beauty. I just wish it was easier.

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3 Comments

Reply shanlillie

05:46 PM on January 25, 2012

i feel like this aswell, but just think of the weight you've lost already you should be so proud of yourself, i wish i could loose that much, just believe in yourself, always here

Reply kimzaa-emptyinside-

07:46 PM on January 25, 2012

i know how it feels. but the truth is u do look skinnier. for me i force myself to think that with every 5lbs i lose i look skinnier. im 115lbs right now. and i feel i look the same as when i was a higher weight:d but just keep working. put little goals in between of ur ultimate goal weight and everytime u achieve it recompense yourself. also measure urself at the waist and then you'll see you got skinnier. numbers dont lie.

Reply LoveWill

10:49 PM on January 25, 2012

Thanks for the kind words...everyone keeps saying how nice and supportive everyone here is, and its true. You guys rock!!!

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