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Ana progressed

Posted by TheLessTheBetter on January 26, 2012 at 6:55 PM
When I first 'tried' to be ana/mia, it didn't work out so well. It would be a week or a few days of trying to stick with it then giving in to temptation. I used to just restrict my calories and stay under 500 but even back then Ana started to progress, I started to say under 300 and then under 100. I go in and out of being obsessed with Ana then giving in, yet the thought is still occasionally on my mind. Recently its been A LOT more intense. From not eating anything for a week without even trying, just being so depressed and not eating and then if I ate, I started to learn how to get in touch with Mia also. I tried a toothbrush in the past but it never worked out well, now I just use my finger and I've been doing it a lot more. Weight is constantly on my mind, I'm obsessed with it and this time I'm not even forcing myself. Ana just controls me now.

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2 Comments

Reply starving4perfection
07:03 PM on January 26, 2012 
you are not alone.. i kno personally my ED was triggered by depression and i've been deeling with it for 8 years now.. there are good days and bad days, but if you need a friend or someone to relate to im here :)
Reply BoneyRattles
08:02 PM on January 26, 2012 
You're not alone darling, this is happening to me too. Weight and food is all I think about.

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