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Sometimes

Posted by kaaydi on January 29, 2012 at 2:55 PM

Sometimes I look in the mirror and I see a pretty young women.


Sometimes I look and see a fat sloppy cow.

I can't bare the sight of myself most of the time. I'm completely disappointed in what I've let myself become. It's pathetic. I'm pathetic. I hear people say how pretty I am or how jealous they are and the entire time they are talking all I can think is how I need to lose weight or how much they are bullshitting me.


I don't even like to think of waking up everyday because I know that I'm discusting.

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2 Comments

Reply bonelust.
03:22 PM on January 29, 2012 
they aren't bullshitting you. your own eyes are doing that honey
Reply NerdyUnicorn
04:47 PM on January 29, 2012 
Don't Be So Hard On Yourself. When You DO See That Pretty young Women, Thats What You Truely Look Like. That Pretty Image Just Getls Blocked Out By All The Negative Thoughts. Maybe You Should Write Down All The Things You Like About Yourself & Put them on your mirror :3 Little colorful sticky notes. My counselor At School Suggested That. I Like The Idea. I Know How It Feels. It Really Hurts. It Just Takes Time & Effort

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