PrettyThin

The calls stopped

the texting ceased

all of them realize I have deceased

My body decreased

and my mind wasted

skull and ribs are all that remain

It is not even fasting

not any form of religion

just me being stupid, me wanting to go away

I am disappearing

and I will never let them find me,

it's not like there would be much to see

The corpse as she stands erect

icy fingers grab a needle to inject

a little of this, a little of that

suck out all that fat

One bite makes her sick

stomach queasy, chest heaving

oh, she is seething

Oh, she is crying

I am right before your eyes

how dare you say I am quiet

I am screaming, I am screaming damn it!

how dare you say you never say it

how dare you say you never even noticed

how dare you say I was just fine

I've been dying, I've been dead for a long time.

How dare you call it an act, How dare you call it a phase

how dare you make me gain that fucking weight

how dare you ask me if I had breakfast

or dinner

well, I fucking skipped both

I will be thinner

I will be the thinnest this time,

that is no lie

because I am starving to starve

I feel nothing anymore

I don't even feel hungry, was that my stomach growling before?

I had felt nothing in my core.

What a life is this

such a painful death

maybe I'll score some meth

take me away farther than before

I fucking can't take this anymore.