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I really wanted to finish this five day fast but I don't think I will, I honestly don't think that I can I passed out on my way back to my bedroom from the bathroom and you know what i am suprisingly ok with that. I know that a 5 day fast is a big challenge and I just jumped right in so for the rest of this week until Sunday the 11th I am going to eat at least 300 at most 600 calories. Usually I hate, HATE, HATE failing but I started my menstrual cycle and I know that if I continue with this fast something bad is going to happen..... I can just feel it I am on cloud 9 for completing a 3 day fast though.  Also my friends will be really happy to hear that I am eating and then they will think that I am done with Ana, it's perfect to set them off my trail. I am a very goal oriented person and I know that I normally would hate myself for not being able to finsh this but I am ok with it this time, next time though. (Attemping the five day fast again on the 12th)  I hope I can do it some day I wil be able to just not right now. There's always next time right?   Not gonna lie I am pretty proud of myself for knowing when I need to stop to keep my body going and I mean I did complete a 3 day fast which is a pretty incredible feat for my first try.