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I Do It Because...
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I do it because I want him to tell me my body is a wonderland.
I do it because I don't want to flinch to your touch.
I do it because I can't look in the mirror anymore.
I do it because I want to look the way I feel I should.
I do it because I want control.
I do it because its the only thing I can count on.
I do it because I want to feel my hipbones.
I do it because its the only way I feel clean.
I do it because I don't want the guilt to come back again.
I do it because I have to prove it to myself.
I do it because they wont be able to ignore me.
I do it because I want him to pick me up.
I do it because I can run away from it all faster.
I do it because I'm selfish.
I do it because gluttony will be one less sin to worry about.
I do it because I can't go shopping without crying.
I do it because I don't need it.
I do it because happiness is more important.
I do it because I can't stop.
I do it for ME.
That's what ana is. No tips. No tricks. Its you.
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I do it because I want to be the person with the body other girls wish they had.
I do it because I want to be able to stand in front of a large crowd and feel confident.
I do it because I want to prove to myself that I can.
I do it because I want a boyfriend.
I do it because I want to feel good enough.
I do it because I want to get back at the people who called me fat.
I do it because I want to feel comfortable in my under at home, even when i'm alone.
I do it because I don't want to have second thoughts about wearing a bikini.
I do it because I want to take a photo of myself and not instantly see a double chin.
I do it because I'm vain.
I do it because I want to be able to leave the house to take a walk not worrying about the extra fat on my bones.
I do it because I want to be the 'thin' one of the group.
I do it because I know I'm getting closer to my goal each day.
I do it because I want to.
I do it for ME.
That's what ana is. No tips. No tricks. It's you.
BlackPetals97 says...
I do it because I want to fit in my old clothes again.
I do it because I want to be the person with the body other girls wish they had.
I do it because I want to be able to stand in front of a large crowd and feel confident.
I do it because I want to prove to myself that I can.
I do it because I want a boyfriend.
I do it because I want to feel good enough.
I do it because I want to get back at the people who called me fat.
I do it because I want to feel comfortable in my under at home, even when i'm alone.
I do it because I don't want to have second thoughts about wearing a bikini.
I do it because I want to take a photo of myself and not instantly see a double chin.
I do it because I'm vain.
I do it because I want to be able to leave the house to take a walk not worrying about the extra fat on my bones.
I do it because I want to be the 'thin' one of the group.
I do it because I know I'm getting closer to my goal each day.
I do it because I want to.
I do it for ME.
That's what ana is. No tips. No tricks. It's you.
We all have our reasons
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