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So, this is my first journal entry here. I guess the best way to start off is to kind of introduce myself. I've been 'struggling' with an ED off and on since I was about 14. A lot of...difficult things happened early on, and I guess that this was how I dealt with them. Currently I'm a college student (English major, but I really want to take a few Physics courses) and am looking to transfer this Fall. I'm recently divorced, but my ex and are still on good terms (we're even housemates at the moment). I stress out quite a bit.
I'm an honor student.
I've played the piano for 16 years.
I fancy myself a writer.
I'm also very friendly, if a tad anti-social.
I've started fasting and restricting again. I'm tired of being fat. I feel disgusting and I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. I feel like everyday, I hate myself just a little bit more.
I feel like I'm just rambling now, so I'll wrap it up. If you want to get to know me, or have any questions, feel free to ask. I'm surprisingly open.
Lazuli
Categories: Journal Entry, My Story
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boruni says...
welcome!
I'm here if you want to chat
Emily says...
Welcome to PT,, I myself just joined recently. Your blog struck me because,
1) I grew up being an honors student too
2) I'm in college as well (in the math dept.)
3) I played piano for ten years (started at age 8 stopped after getting into college and dropping my piano major at my college though last year I tutored a beginner girl, which was fun).
4) I'm friendly as well.
I've had problems since I was 16, though I dieted off/on since I was 12. If you want to talk message me; I'll add you as my friend.
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