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Posted by bfaye on February 4, 2012 at 8:15 AM

I just don't know where else to go, and I need to get this off my chest... For almost two months, I have been seeing this guy. We have talked every day since early December. We spend a lot of time together too. I just have this overwhelming urge to tell him that I love him. I am to the point where I just want to scream it, but that would be bad. I can't tell him, I can't tell anyone. I can't even post about it on tumblr or facebook, because himself or other people will see. Sorry this isn't ED oriented you guys, I just needed to vent. aiuhadgfhuidg I'm just in a shit mood, because a whole bunch of drama went down between us today, which makes me wanting to say this even worse, because now I definitely can't. I slept over at his house after the show. After he fell asleep, I cried myself to sleep over some bullshit, but I still couldn't help but smile when I woke up in his arms. It's just so... ugh. I don't know. Am I crazy for feelinf this way so soon?


This is us last night... Even his grime face is just so fucking cute to me. (We were at a drum and bass event)


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2 Comments

Reply LovingMeThePooh
09:01 AM on February 04, 2012 
i think you should just be honest hun. it won't hurt those are your feelings and will forever be. so be open
Reply jlhl3530
10:15 AM on February 04, 2012 
agree with LovingMeThePooh, u shud just let it out and b honest, u might look stupid but who cares right if he laughs or does stupid things it just shows his immaturity towards you and a few yrs from now u'll be laughing about this urself and bring back funny memories, if u dont speak out, u will def regret it and always wonder it 'could have' happened between u two.

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