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Being used and feeling ugly
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I currently live with my father away from my siblings. Its really nice here, but it does get lonely.
My little sister decided to come spend the weekend. I was excited because she promised to hang out with me in the city and come with me so I can get my nose pierced. So I went out in the COLDD weather to pick her up from Penn Station and taught her how to use the subway. Once we got home, she looked at me and said "By the way, my boyfriend called this morning and I'm going to hang out with him tonight and tomorrow instead."
I very rarely see my sister.
Another thing is... I feel so ugly and gross when she's around. I may be thinner, but she has the looks. Like, on the subway a guy stood up to let her sit down and I had NEVER gotten that treatment EVER. Even when I used to look more girly.
blah its gonna be a horrible weekend.
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bonelust. says...
I'm sorry. I compare myself to my sister too, I don't think anyone can help but to do that. She's 13, so she's this skinny little thing but she has five times my amount of hair. I can't bear it when mine has got so thin. Its hard to be jealous of someone so close to you. Try telling her that you miss her? She might not have realised how you would feel when she chose her boyfriend instead of time with you.
oh no, I told her straight out how excited i was to hang out with her and how used I felt... then she left ten minutes later x.x
LovingMeThePooh says...
i feel like that when its comes to my sister i weigh less thenshe does but i still feel as though i am npt pretty enough and we are twins so people say we look alike. though i dont know where they get these thoughs . however we do favor but i like not living with her because i dont have to be compared beauty wise or used
Im not twins with my sister, but im always told how alike we look and people think we're twins... but im not the pretty one at all. I also have a more masculine bone structure, so though im skinnier... im built very differently so i dont look skinnier by much 8/
WinterGirl420 says...
I am sorry to hear that. I don't have any siblings but I have friends like that. I was always so much skinnier than them but guys still just liked them better cuz they were cute and out going while I was more laid back and quiet. That's really shitty of her to ditch you for her boyfriend too. Message me if you ever need someone to talk too.
yeah, Im pretty quiet too. I stopped hanging out with some friends because of that 8/
CryingLightning says...
Oh goodness, I am so so very sorry! I've decided to move in with my dad, away from my sister too. I wanted to get better, but then again, I don't want to. I just want to be prettier than my sister. I know how you feel, but hang in there. Yall are siblings, and no matter what happens, you can never deny how much you love each other. Stay strong:)
You're right. We have our hard times and though we fight a lot, i still love her.
I know the feeling. I want to get better...but i dunno.
thank you
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