PrettyThin

As white fades to gray, with time shades only darken

And soon charcoal and gunmetal are burned to black.

Laying in a sea of darkness,

A sense of calm consumes me

A sense of cool comes over me.

No regret to taunt me,

No feelings left to haunt me.

Death kindly guiding me to sure destruction,

Pain slowly numbing me from seduction.

Thank you Ana for showing me the light;

This bright white pure ray of fame,

This gleaming feeling of thin.

I've never been more tainted from within.

Don't take it away.

Please don't bring back the pain.

Black.

Black fading into this transparent dream,

My stomach is unraveling at the seams.

I've never been so gray.

I thought I had seen the way.

A way out, a way to sanity, a way to perfection in this reality.

This purity is insanity.

This cleanliness is anything but.

Can Ana save me again?