PrettyThin

Cutting like a razor

The silence is deafening

I pray for its end

While I lie here in the dark screaming

I will not let the senses tempt me

I will make my way back to obscurity

But first I will test my will power

And strive to achieve purity

My determination banishes all thought

All history of the unclean

The sugar, the calories, the fat

And everything in between

I will refuse what is offered

Maintaining the control I fight to keep

To push away all thoughts of food

To have the perfection just beyond my reach

I will make it, I will be pure, I will win

This battle, this war on nutrition

The hunger has subsided

I have resisted the temptation into submission