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Death is the only safe haven.
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I want to use this razor and make all of this go away.
One sweet little line and it will all fade to gray.
The blood will dribble down my arm into a puddle on my palm.
Painting it's canvas with candy apple red ecstasy.
All of the agony is gone.
The ache has disappeared.
And I am swimming in a sea of elation.
This impulse, this urge to feel that intoxicating thrill rushing down my sleeve is almost too much to handle.
How can this not be normal?
Why does this make me insane?
Am I delirious to think that I should be able to mark my own skin without everyone fussing over it?
This sweet sweet euphoria is the only thing keeping me alive anymore.
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everyday is a strugle,
Yesterday, i just got the urge to get the scissors and out them to my wrists!
But i didint have enough stregnth to do it, i woudlnt want to cause myself anymore pain,
Just live life hunn, no need to struggle,
youu need help, giv me an inbox!
msn? xox-beth97-xox@hotmail.co.uk Good Luck!
I've self-harmed since I was thirteen and tried to kill myself before. It all seems so much easier, doesnt it? The thought of going to sleep and not waking up. You can be strong, sweetie. You can be strong enough to live.
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